Pot’s thoughts..

10:30pm is the time at my cellphone right now, hmm..

I can’t say a lot right now.. I just want to talk about how happy I am in our situation..

Ang aking ligaya ay talagang nagbibigay ligaya sa akin.. we are at a very good shape, and I am proud and so happy to tell everyone about it.. I feel like I just won the lotto jackpot prize, I am so pleased, we do everything for both of us to be happy.. this is just wonderful..hehe..well.. that’s it.. ^_^

I LOVE YOU MAHAL KO.. ^_^

Well, everything seems so f*cked up.. when all you could ask for is a little bit consideration for you not to be hurt.. how could you even do such thing to me.. it is just so unfair to look at this kind of treatment.. how? how? how? and why? why? why?

Please, kahit unti man lang sanang considerasyon sa parte mo.. damn it..the painful thing is that, bakit sila, kahit pa anong oras pwede ka, kahit pa may ginagawa ka pwede ka, pero ako hindi! hindi! hindi! bakit ganun, doesn’t it even look so unfair? hindi mo ba nakikita? hindi mo ba nararamdaman? kailangan ba sabihin ko sa’yo lahat ng nararamdaman ko? kailangan ba detailed palagi? hindi naman siguro pwedeng ganun di ba?

Sana naman, you would also feel how easy would the tables turn.. Ganito na lang ba palagi? Many times I’d like to say “hanggang dito na lang” but hindi ko magawa.. damn it.. I always want to stay calm and keep every word that I want to say to you.. but I just could not!…Bakit kapag sila “ok” palagi, bakit kapag ako “sorry but I have to go home at 6:00pm” and you don’t even know how bad it feels.. bakit parang hindi mo alam ang pakiramdam na your happy days with your love is counted.. may limitation.. bakti ganun?! as if you don’t know how it feels, the feeling of a long distance relationship.. I know, baka naman hindi mo talaga alam?? haha.. funny huh?.. well…kasi sila, iba sa’yo.. f*ck.. when all I could do is to cry because of anger..

WHEN ALL I COULD DO IS TO UNDERSTAND YOU…

=(

Ok.. it is a good morning.. I guess..hmmmm…

This article will just talk about how severe my feeling is right now, I mean.. emotional feeling.. man!, it hurts .. yeah, it impairs me.. really, no jokes.. The truth that the one you really love could only say “sorry”,it is not all about the apology.. How many times have you told me that word?? I can’t even reckon it with my fingers, how many times have you let me down? I know I should always understand you, but how about me?? how about my desire to be with you even just for a while?? even just for an hour.. I am not asking for anything anymore..Even if I don’t want to make things convoluted, it is naturally getting in there.. It sucks right? We both don’t want to stretch this scrap, I know we both want to be in a very nice provision, but how could we even do that if simple things are not met.. you do know what I imply.. You also do know that every time this event occurs, it eradicates me, it throbs me for heavens sake.. you also do know what consequences would come out after the event is ended.. I know that you did not foresee what will happen and I comprehend that, but please.. do something.. do something.. do something…………… it is all that i could ask for.. no more, no less..

As minutes pass by, I’m going to experience another year of missing you.. another year of painful subjects.. well.. life as a student goes that way..

Another 2 hours of long distance communication, another verve that will surely challenge me.. another..another..another..

You know what? I really want to spend my time with you.. I miss the way we text each other late at night, yung tipong walang makakatulog.. kung sabagay, lahat nga nag babago.. I want to spend my remaining days of this amazing vacation with you..miss ko lambingan natin, lahat, namimiss ko.. the painful thing is that, malapit na kasi matapos itong vacation ko eh.. for sure, ikaw din mas lalong magiging busy..paano pa kaya ako di ba? nagkaka ganito ako kasi kulang na ata ako sa lambing..pasensya ka na..ito, gusto ko lang ipahiwatig nararamdaman ko ngayon, at this very moment.. minsan talaga, nakakalungkot isipin.. haaay…oo, mahal natin isa’t-isa, pero hindi lang basta ganun yun eh.. namimis ko na yung TIME mo para sa akin.. yung tipong ako lang inaatupag mo, ako lang inaasikaso mo, siguro nga time na for me para masanay.. masakit, pero ganyan talaga eh.. I have and need to adjust.. Mahal kita, kaya kailangan ko na intindihin ka sa lahat ng bagay na gagawin mo, ganyan kita kamahal.. wag mo lang ako iwan, masaya na ako, for sure di rin naman kita iiwan eh.. sobra kasi kitang mahal..haaaayy…. sige, yan na muna sa ngayon.. ……………

How painful it is to experience all the pain of broken promises and vows.. I can never refute how I am experiencing things which are out of my anticipations.. it is just so throbbing to feel and undergo the words that are sweet but will suddenly kill you if you’re not cautious.. however, even if you’re careful, it will still and will always strike you from a distance.. how agonizing isn’t it??? all you can say is damn, I should have never expected it in the first place…

How can you even promise without any commitment on it… i feel so sad about things actually, if truth be told, it is my first time to experience this kind of ache.. the problem with me would only be.. I always hold on to words.. damn it.. so sad… well.. sometimes.. it really sucks… maybe.. simple lessons learned.. never expect promises to be perfectly amazing, it is just a reason to give you affirmative schemes for the future..

“Whenever I am with you..”

Each moment I treasure,

The sweet scent of your hair,

I really want to smell,

Thus it soothes me and ring me like a bell,

Thy charming love of yours,

For sure I’ll never ire,

Even thy breath,

Refrains me from death…

Let me exist in your universe,

It is the rationale of all these verse,

Discerning those minutes,

Penetrating each dreams…

Simply a soul taker you are,

That spirit of mine you own,

It will by no means be thrown,

And consequently not blown..

We shall in no means be torment,

Now I’ll even bear your yielding garment,

Craving for thy hug,

You conferred me love bug…

Facing the planet of anarchy,

Will in no way make me burly,

But nevertheless you’re with me,

I am the strongest as I may well be…

I will forever hold your hands,

Feel your silky skin,

And kiss your lips,

Also will definitely love you constantly and eternally…

LOVE YOU MAHAL KO!

“THE VENOM OF YOUR LOVE”

 

Too many things to encounter,

Knowing we could survive

A stormy weather

Walking hand in hand…

 

You’re my diamond,

So precious I’ll never want to lose,

You’re my existence

Just so to give me essence…

 

You have stolen my heart,

I know you’ll never tear it apart,

Neither do I want to tear you apart..

For I have been loving you from the very start…

 

That smile I want to see,

Is just two hours away from me,

For we are far from each other,

It’s not a reason for it to hinder our love so tender…

 

Those eyes I’d like to kiss,

Always for a single bliss,

Your lips just like a gift,

Will surely never drift…

 

My sweet princess,

This love I’m feeling

Is truly unending,

For you are a blessing…

 

I’m your one and only lover,

Even the thunder knows no better,

I stung you, you stung me…

A poison of pure infinity…

 

The venom of the so called love,

Is inside me like a dove,

Through the sweet morning

Of that everlasting sting…

 

Everyday won’t be a day,

If you’re not with me to stay…

Your heart I own,

And it is well known…

 

Days pass by,

Still this love is mounting

And it is so dominating,

Even so breath taking…

 

This statemet I really adore..” I am yours and you are mine…”

It represents us more…

The real love…

The venom of your love…

~Al Rey

I LOVE YOU MAHAL KO, PARA SA’YO ITO… =)

Hmmm.. Ok, so how must I start? hehehe

Well, I just want to convey this feeling of mine.. the feeling of being so in love, the real and factual love.. honestly speaking, without her, I’d rather be eradicated in this world.. it’s just that, I feel like, I could no longer live the life I want to have if she’s not by my side.. I know it is quite overstated, overstated in a way that she’s my life already.. Actually, she is my life, my verve.. She gives me the reason to stand and hold on to things.. To be always tough, she taught me how to be the person I want to be..

Their is nothing more I can ask but just for her to stay with me always and hold my heart and keep it with her… I also discern that we will still rally more complications in the path that we have selected, however, we will not be shattered by these obstructions.. I won’t let it hinder us to the road we want to voyage at.. Thus, it will make us more brawny than usual..

She’s the best of all, I am her prince and she’s my princess.. I can never and will never deny it..

I love you mahal..mahal na mahal kita…I am yours and you are mine..

^_^

We all can never deny that there will always be a time where we are so down that we could not give our inner ego the pride that it needs.. there are times where we suffer from heartaches, excruciating pains and much more.. we get hurt, we cry, we mourn, we express all our pain through different things.. we broadcast our twinge to all the individuals we know, to all people who we know could tell us that we are good at all things.. it’s so sad to see how hard it is for us to stand from the obstacles that we are facing as of now..

It must be clear that it is not that simple to get up from vertical angles of soreness..As long as problems are attached, it should make us sturdy enough to face a more gigantic type of hitch.. glitch?? it will always be with us in any road of our life.. it is like a leech, sucking our blood until we die.. haha.. just joking.. but those glitches are really making us feel horrific.. but we must understand things, if we are matured enough, we should let these things penetrate our mind without any difficulty.. give your self a break.. you deserve it…

JUST PRAY.. AND EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE.. =)

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Ok.. what is the time? 12:24pm.. at di pa ako nag lulunch.. haha.. well, here we go…

She’s my only one, the one who could show me love.. the love that I really need, the love that I have always wished for.. she’s the only one who makes me smile everytime everything is so erroneous.. lagi siyang may space dito sa heart ko, all of my friends actually knows that.. kasi kahit na ilang beses na kami nag-kahiwalay.. bumabalik at bumabalik ako… and I don’t even know why.. pero I swear, siya lang ang babae na minahal ko ng sobra sobra.. She proved me that she really do love me, I’m even shocked of knowing that she still loves me despite of what happened in the past, the past I don’t want to remember.. hehehe.. She actually verified every single detail that I needed that time, everything is now clear.. crystal clear baby.. wahahah!.. I’ve said this once, “kung may trabaho lang ako, pakakasalan ko na siya.. at kapag yumaman ako, talagang pakaksalanan ko na siya..” well, I want her to be the “ilaw ng tahanan” of my family.. and I want her to be my wife in the future..I am really deeply in love with her… I know you know her..well that’s all for now.. thank you for reading my walang kwentang article.. wahaha! joking.. ^_^